Theology exploration

Theology is a fascinating subject. It is the study of religions.

I know seems boring right? Just reading about some all scriptures and old mythology. Seems very uncool to be honest.

I used to see it that way. I used to not believe in god. And to be honest I thought the concept of a creator seemed childish. Hence I refuse to believe in it.

But something changed my perspective on it. It was the death of my grandfather whom I loved dearly. He passed away at the age of 85. I was merely 10 and could'nt stop thinking about death.

Then a couple days after the death of my grandfather I began getting whispers, dreams of my grandfather consoling me saying it was fine, that everything would be alright. I thought of these to be dreams that would help me cope. But a gut feeling inside of me told me it was way more than it seemed.

In one of these dreams I had a vivid thought of my grandfather narrating how I would be going to lonavala in a couple years. That is what exactly happened.

He also told me a couple years later when he came into my dream that I would be writing. I did not believe him but now writing is my passion.

Since then I have had visions and gut feelings that turned out to be true. Of things I never knew existed. I wont share all these things I saw due to privacy reasons but I have had dreams of big things that impacted my life.

Recently I have called myself a proud hindu. Going back now I feel I cant. The vedas are full of knowledge I have yet to explore. How can I call myself something if I dont fully know about the ideology behind it?

Hence I started reading the Bhagvad gita. I would love to say I have finished it but I have not. In fact I have not been consistent. But that's ok. Cause everyday I am improving. And that's what matters.

Hence my life has taught me and led me to exploring theology. My consensus for now there is a creator but the ideology I choose to follow. Will update you in a couple of years hopefully as I continue to explore theology.