My life as an introvert

I am an introvert.

All through my life I had trouble assimilating with people. I used to feel incredibly nervous in crowded settings. I always felt like I missed out on something.

During festivals I would watch, everyone enjoying themselves, having fun dancing to the loud music. no matter how hard I tried I used to feel exhausted after some time and needed quiet time in order to get my energy back.

social events always seemed to drain my energy. I looked forward to going to social events but i always needed a break.

I thought I was weird, for not wanting to talk to people.

But I did my best to hide it. I was always the ' outgoing' girl.

I wish I could be in a quiet place. it was always my safe space.

after becoming older I became quieter and that's when people started to notice.

everyone thought I turned quiet. but no.

I was always like this. a quiet person who liked the silence. who wanted to daydream instead of interacting. An introvert.

after a lot of thought I decided to embrace being an introvert. I don't care anymore.

I have felt happier after embracing my inner introverted self. and that was what led me to writing.

ever since I began writing I feel I am complete. I hope to continue this little passion of mine for the rest of my life and hopefully turn it into a career.

Even if I don't it would be nice for future me to look back at herself and seen how much she has grown.